For I know the thoughts and plans I have for you, says the Lord, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome (Jeremiah 29:11 AMP).
No matter how out of control my life becomes, and no matter how badly I've screwed up and messed up God's plan for my life, My Savior is mighty to save me! For His anger lasts only a moment, but His favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for the a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning (Psalm 30:5). Nights like these are hard when I am completely at war in the world and with my flesh. When I so badly want something in the world but I know that I cannot have it because it would compromise my relationship with Christ. I am so greatful that Jesus never leaves me. Even when I am facing my greatest temptation, He swoops down and gives me the strength I need to resist. Though I am weak, He is strong. My soul finds rest in God alone, my salvation comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will never be shaken (Psalm 62:1-2).
I am also greatful that although we battle against trials and temptations, persevering through those times helps to develop our faith even more and bring us closer to God. If we confess our sins, God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). So long as we recognize what we've done as sin and confess it, He is quick to wrap us up in His love and comfort our hearts with His forgiveness.
Facing certain trials (especially ones we have failed repeatedly in the past) also lets us know how much Christ has transformed us from who we used to be. I praise God that He cahnged my heart and opened my eyes to the truth. This kept me from making some really bad decisions tonight! Now i think I understand why he has kept me up at night for the past week or so with an insatiable hunger for His Word, and an overwhelming need for prayer. He reminded me of who I am and of the amazing plans He has for my life. I know that persuing certain things in the world will keep me from experiencing God's best for my life. He reminded me that I must continue to have uncompromising standards, that I cannot slip and make exceptions just because my heart and my flesh are arguing with my spirit. Especially when my heart is screaming for me to do something that my spirit knows is wrong. The hardest part is when something isn't necessarily wrong, it's just wrong for me and my life. These are the times that I meditate on Jeremiah 29:11 and remind myself that God has a plan for me, and I guarantee that if I can resist my human need for instant gratification then I will be absolutely amazed at wonderful His plan is compared to mine. To God be all the glory!!!
Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4).
Friday, November 30, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
When the Time is Right
Sometimes there are things in life that we really want God to deliver us from immediately so that we do not have to suffer through them. As much as we want this to happen, there are times when we will have to wait on Him. For the only way our faith grows is through trials and perseverance. Consider it pure joy my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything (James 1:23).
The school of sorrows is a tough place to be however it is absolutely necessary in order for us to increase our faith to where God wants it to be. The bible is full of many examples of people who were not immediately delivered from their trials. For example, Joseph suffered through his trial for years, including spending years in jail and as a slave. god could have delivered him from the very beginning, but if He had then there is no way that Joseph's character would have been molded to be able to accomplish the plans that God had for him. The good news is that even though we may have to suffer for a time, God always knows what our limits are. He will always rescue us before it is too late. God refines us like silver and gold. The process that makes these metals so prescious involves intense heat from a fiery furnace. When gold is refined it is put through hydrocloric or muriatic acid. This does not sound like a pleasant process, however the end result is beautiful gold.
We too, much like any fine gem, must be refined and put through a prurification process. Without this process, there is no way for us to be prepared to do the work that God has set us each on earth to do. No matter what my circumstance, I will strive to face each trial the same way that Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego faced with their trial of either worshiping a false god or being thrown into a fiery furnace. We do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and He will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if He does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up (Daniel 3:16-18). No matter what I am going through I will wait patiently on the Lord to deliver me in His timing, for He is mighty to save!
The school of sorrows is a tough place to be however it is absolutely necessary in order for us to increase our faith to where God wants it to be. The bible is full of many examples of people who were not immediately delivered from their trials. For example, Joseph suffered through his trial for years, including spending years in jail and as a slave. god could have delivered him from the very beginning, but if He had then there is no way that Joseph's character would have been molded to be able to accomplish the plans that God had for him. The good news is that even though we may have to suffer for a time, God always knows what our limits are. He will always rescue us before it is too late. God refines us like silver and gold. The process that makes these metals so prescious involves intense heat from a fiery furnace. When gold is refined it is put through hydrocloric or muriatic acid. This does not sound like a pleasant process, however the end result is beautiful gold.
We too, much like any fine gem, must be refined and put through a prurification process. Without this process, there is no way for us to be prepared to do the work that God has set us each on earth to do. No matter what my circumstance, I will strive to face each trial the same way that Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego faced with their trial of either worshiping a false god or being thrown into a fiery furnace. We do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and He will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if He does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up (Daniel 3:16-18). No matter what I am going through I will wait patiently on the Lord to deliver me in His timing, for He is mighty to save!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
What's yours is yours
Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. for He Himself has said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you." (Hebrews 13:5 NKJV)
I have struggled with covetousness for most of my life. As hard as I try to be content with my life, I am constantly finding myself (consciously or not)coveting that which belongs to others. I guess that is why I always feel as though I am striving for something that is unattainable. I am constantly desiring things that belong to others. These things are not limited to physical things. Sometimes I desire another person's spiritual gift, or natural talent. Praise the Lord that I finally recognize this as sin. I guess that goes to show that Jesus is still busy at work, changing my heart, and opening my eyes to the truth.
AMG's Encylopedia of Bible Facts, defines covetousness as, "A strong desire for the possession of worldly things. It assumes sometimes the more aggravated form of avarice, which is the mark of coldhearted worldliness." There's a harsh reality!!!
The tenth commandment warns us not to covet thy neighbor, his wife, his servant, his ox, his donkey, or anything else that belongs to him. (Exodus 20:17; Deuteronomy 5:21) This is a commandment, one of God's golden laws, yet I, along with many others am constanly breaking it. Granted most of the time I do not realize I am doing it and when I become aware of it I repent and ask for forgiveness. However, the truth of the matter is that much of our society today teaches us to covet one another's belongings. We are constantly being ranked by the "things" that we own, and pressure is always there to own that which is bigger and better than everyone elses. When we lose competitions, or fail at projects, we are quickly told that it is because we didn't have as much strength as the other person, or as much money, or talent, etc... The list goes on. This world frequently reminds us that we will never be as good as our neighbor and that we will always need more "things" if we want to be better or even happy.
My goal here is not to ramble on about all the negative pressures of this world, but instead to simply point out that God's Word was not meant to adjust to the world, instead the world is meant to adjust and conform to God's Word. God made it clear in His Word that as Christians we are to be in this world but not of it(John 15:19; 17:15-24; 1 Corinthians 7:31; 2:12-16; Ephesians 2:2-10; Colossians 2:20-23; Galatians 4:3-7; and James 4:4). We are not of this world because if we were it would mean that we are ruled by Satan, for he is the one who rules this world. As Christians we are set apart by Christ. We are no longer bound by sin or by the rules of this world. Therefore, even though this world teaches me to covet that which belongs to my neighbor, I refuse to conform to the thinking of this world. Christ is in me, therefore I am in Him. As such I will consecrate my life to Him and will obey his commands. All of them! Whenever I am tempted to covet that which belongs to someone else, I will remind myself of Paul's words in Ephesians 5:5, For of this you know, that no fornicator, unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God. (NKJV)
I have struggled with covetousness for most of my life. As hard as I try to be content with my life, I am constantly finding myself (consciously or not)coveting that which belongs to others. I guess that is why I always feel as though I am striving for something that is unattainable. I am constantly desiring things that belong to others. These things are not limited to physical things. Sometimes I desire another person's spiritual gift, or natural talent. Praise the Lord that I finally recognize this as sin. I guess that goes to show that Jesus is still busy at work, changing my heart, and opening my eyes to the truth.
AMG's Encylopedia of Bible Facts, defines covetousness as, "A strong desire for the possession of worldly things. It assumes sometimes the more aggravated form of avarice, which is the mark of coldhearted worldliness." There's a harsh reality!!!
The tenth commandment warns us not to covet thy neighbor, his wife, his servant, his ox, his donkey, or anything else that belongs to him. (Exodus 20:17; Deuteronomy 5:21) This is a commandment, one of God's golden laws, yet I, along with many others am constanly breaking it. Granted most of the time I do not realize I am doing it and when I become aware of it I repent and ask for forgiveness. However, the truth of the matter is that much of our society today teaches us to covet one another's belongings. We are constantly being ranked by the "things" that we own, and pressure is always there to own that which is bigger and better than everyone elses. When we lose competitions, or fail at projects, we are quickly told that it is because we didn't have as much strength as the other person, or as much money, or talent, etc... The list goes on. This world frequently reminds us that we will never be as good as our neighbor and that we will always need more "things" if we want to be better or even happy.
My goal here is not to ramble on about all the negative pressures of this world, but instead to simply point out that God's Word was not meant to adjust to the world, instead the world is meant to adjust and conform to God's Word. God made it clear in His Word that as Christians we are to be in this world but not of it(John 15:19; 17:15-24; 1 Corinthians 7:31; 2:12-16; Ephesians 2:2-10; Colossians 2:20-23; Galatians 4:3-7; and James 4:4). We are not of this world because if we were it would mean that we are ruled by Satan, for he is the one who rules this world. As Christians we are set apart by Christ. We are no longer bound by sin or by the rules of this world. Therefore, even though this world teaches me to covet that which belongs to my neighbor, I refuse to conform to the thinking of this world. Christ is in me, therefore I am in Him. As such I will consecrate my life to Him and will obey his commands. All of them! Whenever I am tempted to covet that which belongs to someone else, I will remind myself of Paul's words in Ephesians 5:5, For of this you know, that no fornicator, unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God. (NKJV)
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Rest for the Weary
Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:28-30)
This scripture just will not leave me alone! So, I guess I'll continue to share what the Lord has taught me about resting in Him.
Seek Him and you will find peace and rest for your soul. No matter how heavy your burdens feel, he will carry them so you can rest. Just lean on Him and trust Him to carry you through.
Lord, help those who are feeling overwhelmed. Draw them close to you and let them feel your love. Allow them to feel the peace and joy that you made for their lives. Grant rest for the weary and comfort for the hurt. For you are the God who comforts all and your love is unfailing. Reveal yourself to those in need.
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
Pour out your heart to God, He is faithful and will listen. He will help carry your load, He will lift you up when you are weary, He will give you strength during times of weakness; He will speak to you through His Word, He will purify your heart, sift your motives, and clarify your purpose. Bring your broken heart to God and He will mend it, He will fill in the holes that have been left there by this world. Pour out your heart to Him rather than running to others, or to earthly things to satisfy your needs.
The Lord will guide you always;
He will satifsy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame.
you will be like a well-watered garden,
like a spring whose waters never fail. (Isaiah 58:11)
This scripture just will not leave me alone! So, I guess I'll continue to share what the Lord has taught me about resting in Him.
Seek Him and you will find peace and rest for your soul. No matter how heavy your burdens feel, he will carry them so you can rest. Just lean on Him and trust Him to carry you through.
Lord, help those who are feeling overwhelmed. Draw them close to you and let them feel your love. Allow them to feel the peace and joy that you made for their lives. Grant rest for the weary and comfort for the hurt. For you are the God who comforts all and your love is unfailing. Reveal yourself to those in need.
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
Pour out your heart to God, He is faithful and will listen. He will help carry your load, He will lift you up when you are weary, He will give you strength during times of weakness; He will speak to you through His Word, He will purify your heart, sift your motives, and clarify your purpose. Bring your broken heart to God and He will mend it, He will fill in the holes that have been left there by this world. Pour out your heart to Him rather than running to others, or to earthly things to satisfy your needs.
The Lord will guide you always;
He will satifsy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame.
you will be like a well-watered garden,
like a spring whose waters never fail. (Isaiah 58:11)
Monday, November 26, 2007
I Beg for You to Move
Lord, I beg for You to move!
I'm desperate to be be vulnerable and naked before You.
To have all pretenses, prefixes, and pretending stripped away;
Washed clean by Your blood.
I'm yearning for You to engulf my soul and to hear Your voice call to me.
I tremble at the thought of You;
I am paralyzed by Your presence.
Where do You want to move me, Lord?
What is it that You require of me?
I am here; Your humble servant is listening.
Whisper in my heart and I will follow You to eternity.
I'm longing for Your spirit to speak directly to mine.
Come and meet me in this place.
Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take Your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. (Psalm 51:10-12)
I'm desperate to be be vulnerable and naked before You.
To have all pretenses, prefixes, and pretending stripped away;
Washed clean by Your blood.
I'm yearning for You to engulf my soul and to hear Your voice call to me.
I tremble at the thought of You;
I am paralyzed by Your presence.
Where do You want to move me, Lord?
What is it that You require of me?
I am here; Your humble servant is listening.
Whisper in my heart and I will follow You to eternity.
I'm longing for Your spirit to speak directly to mine.
Come and meet me in this place.
Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take Your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. (Psalm 51:10-12)
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sacrifice
The Lord truely ministered to my heart today regarding my flesh and the sacrifices I never get around to making. I want so badly to crucify my flesh to be obedient to God, but more often then not, I don't. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry out (Romans 7:18)
Lately I have felt the Holy Spirit guiding me to give up certain things, and even though in my heart I truely want to, I don't. Yet I walk around believing that I am living a holy life and that I am sacrificing the things in this world, and my own gratification for Christ. In reality, I haven't sacfriced a thing. Today was a wake-up call for me. The Lord reminded me that in my struggle against sin I have not yet resisted to the point of shedding my blood (Hebrews 12:4). I realize that I cannot choose which aspects of Christ I want to be like. I don't get to do the things that make me feel better and ignore the things that don't. I am either 100% committed to living a Christ-like life, or I am a hypocrite and no different than an unbeliever.
I am choosing today to re-consecrate myself to the Lord. To be more like Him in every way. To give up those things in my life that are hindering me from my Savior. To become a living sacfrice to God. I consecrate my mind, my body, and my spirit to you, Lord. May only your desires become my desires, may Your will become mine. If Your hand isn't in it or for it, then both of mine are against it. I wanna be just like You!
Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves with the same attitude, because he who has suffered in his body is done with sin. As a result he does not live the rest of his earthly life for evil human desires, but rather for the will of God. (1 Peter 4:1-2)
Lately I have felt the Holy Spirit guiding me to give up certain things, and even though in my heart I truely want to, I don't. Yet I walk around believing that I am living a holy life and that I am sacrificing the things in this world, and my own gratification for Christ. In reality, I haven't sacfriced a thing. Today was a wake-up call for me. The Lord reminded me that in my struggle against sin I have not yet resisted to the point of shedding my blood (Hebrews 12:4). I realize that I cannot choose which aspects of Christ I want to be like. I don't get to do the things that make me feel better and ignore the things that don't. I am either 100% committed to living a Christ-like life, or I am a hypocrite and no different than an unbeliever.
I am choosing today to re-consecrate myself to the Lord. To be more like Him in every way. To give up those things in my life that are hindering me from my Savior. To become a living sacfrice to God. I consecrate my mind, my body, and my spirit to you, Lord. May only your desires become my desires, may Your will become mine. If Your hand isn't in it or for it, then both of mine are against it. I wanna be just like You!
Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves with the same attitude, because he who has suffered in his body is done with sin. As a result he does not live the rest of his earthly life for evil human desires, but rather for the will of God. (1 Peter 4:1-2)
Thursday, November 22, 2007
To YOU I give thanks
Thanksgiving is my favorite time of year. This year it has been absolutely amazing. To my Lord I give all the thanks. Thank you Father for blesisng my life with such amazing people. As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another (Proverbs 27:17).
Even though I am miles away from my biological family, you have provided me with another family for this holiday. I just want to say Thank You! Without you I would be nothing and nowhere all at once. I would wandering around the wilderness searching for life. I praise you that you have captured my heart and refuse to let it go. Thank you for Your love, and for Your faithfulness! I love you!
Even though I am miles away from my biological family, you have provided me with another family for this holiday. I just want to say Thank You! Without you I would be nothing and nowhere all at once. I would wandering around the wilderness searching for life. I praise you that you have captured my heart and refuse to let it go. Thank you for Your love, and for Your faithfulness! I love you!
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